Thursday 30 July 2009

i need to find myself a fashion icon.
jameela jamil is so tempting.

btw..
I AM CURSED
everything bad happens to me. i want to cry.
x

Thursday 23 July 2009

sadness

Man In The Mirror - Michael Jackson
makes me want to cry.. reminds me of good times..
and his voice is proper beautiful in it..
LY MJ.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGeZYednWtI

Wednesday 22 July 2009

i haven't been this down in a long while
everythings going wrong
i hate being sad i hate summer and i miss trinidad with all my heart
lifes just a bit shit atm
hopefully things are going to look up soon
well they will be .. for starters my new room is progressing a little
thank fuck

Tuesday 14 July 2009

I LOVE T&T WITH ALL MY FREAKING HEART.

i am lovesick.
everything hurts.. reminders of it.. songs, clothes, items, smells.
it makes me want to cryyy..

and strangely enough .. i am in love with Trinidad.
Everything about it.. EVERYTHING. i miss the people.. so much.
i love everything about Trinidad everything.
and i had the strangest crush whilst i was there.. which shall remain.. hush hush.
I <3 T&T and i want to go back now. :(

i never want to forget how i feel right noww.. i want this feeling to stay with me forever. and ever. so i never forget that i must. MUST. MUST! go backkk

START WORK TOMORROW.
and alsssooooo. also. i got bad news..
my mums moving to australia and i am going to stay here in london.. and then move in 2yrs.
i am well sad ..
REMINDER. set up a new debit account twwattfaccee.