Wednesday 16 December 2009

HELPP.

okay alot has changed since 'life generally'
firstly
kieran's back and my mum's happy.
they are currently strippping my kitchen and replacing my shitty old kitchen with a beautiful smelling ikea woodworkk.
god bless.
my nan's well. school is still bad.

but biggoo problemmooo.
love.
i have the hardest decision to make i actually want to cry.
1. a forrbidden love with someone i feel so strongly about his texts reduce me to little squeals of excitement. may i point out FORRBIDDEN.
meaning i can never talk to my friends about our sordid little cliché's
2. a boy who loves everything about me.. every flaw every habit every bitchy remark. .. i don't know why he does but he does.
although.. i hate everything he does as a person. and my feelings are not as strong for him anymore..

but can i really abandon love for lust?
HELP ME MANN.
i want to cryy.. <3 xxxxx

Wednesday 18 November 2009

I <3 DISNEY

pocahontas.
beauty and the beast.
mulan.
sleeping beauty.
snow white.

my fave disneys. <3
it's the songs now.
i am a camp man with my musical love. :) x x

life generally.

no job
failing school already
mum's sad again
dad's a cock
nan's ill
boy is annoying but lovely
i'm always tired
i have no money
i'm getting fat

but lifes good.. (lies)

SCHOOL.

IS BORING ...
if i get kicked out and dropped i'll be pissed and curse sigamund freud's name for all eternity.
yeah. x

Thursday 22 October 2009

.

bleurgh
school suckks.

Wednesday 14 October 2009

WHYYY?

00:06Patrick
what
haha thats stupid
alright, i gota go
good talking to you
have a good day
or night
wut ever
i love you
x x x x x x
00:07Aimeé
its 1am :)
so both i guess
i miss you come 'home' to me soon. please?

Patrick is no longer online. The following message was not sent:

i love you more.. x (send as a message)

Patrick is no longer online. The following message was not sent:

x x x (send as a message)


THE ONE CHANCE I GET TO TELL HIM I LOVE HIM AND HE SIGNS OFF.
oh my i love him and miss him and want him bareeee. xxxxxxxxxxx

Tuesday 13 October 2009

OMG.

I CAN'T BELEIVE HES SO PETTY.
i have been deleted on facebook and msn by him.
but its cool.
because i found kci :)
i missed him mannn. x

KEZIA

i was going through your drafts this weeked after you answered your phone to alex.. not in a bitchy way dw.. to continue my text and saw my url.
so if you have read or are reading this.
i hate youu.
and don't this is my diary you skank!
i'ma cut you deep.
x

Thursday 8 October 2009

fuck off.

Thomas says:
would you belive me if i told you that i loved you?
Aimeé says:
no
Thomas says:
lol deep
u shud
Aimeé says:
what?
Thomas says:
belive me
Aimeé says:
okay if you told me
i'd believve you
Thomas says:
i love you.
Aimeé says:
i don't believe that
Thomas says:
why
?
Aimeé says:
because you can't
Thomas says:
how cant i
?
Aimeé says:
because you can't
Thomas says:
iv told you before that i dont lie to u
and i would lie about something like that
its not a phrase that people just "say" n not mean
Aimeé says:
but you can't.
say your joking
Thomas says:
no
Aimeé says:
so swear on my life thats the truth
Thomas says:
i swear on your life thats the truth
Aimeé says:
really?..
Thomas says:
yes
i didnt say because i knew you wouldnt belive me
Aimeé says:
but.. why?
Thomas says:
why what?
Aimeé says:
.. i'm confused
Thomas says:
why
Aimeé says:
i just don't get anything you just said
Thomas says:
i dont get how u cant get it
Aimeé says:
i don't believe you.
Thomas says:
k
which is why i didnt say before
because i knew you wouldnt
Aimeé says:
well its not easy to believe.
Thomas says:
y
Aimeé says:
its just not..
Thomas says:
ok
Aimeé says:
sorry.

Friday 2 October 2009

BLERGH

i had such a good day today.. went to the new central perk got a NAICE tshirt saying FRIENDSS. then saw siavash visited cee at work and thenn went to haven green and had a .. banging time tbh. was lovely talking to new people and being nice. i wish i could be nice all the time. was a girl with a PROPER backoff though shit boy you could put a qu'ran on it a it was the highest point in haven green.. aha i'm funny.
but then i get home and that arsehole boy is beingg a dick so i am so getting a rebound soon mann i need it to get to him. but i cba with boys they annoy and fuck me over. so fuck thatt.
and my mother going on the whole smoking rant with her hypocrite best friend reall y fucked me over and then she gets all arsy because her fiancee is a utter arse strain amnd gets to her. this unrealiable man is the deciding matter if the two people who actually care for me move to a country that is so shit and australian. this arsehole who can't coe to london for a few fucking days fucking gets me down ... and then the guy i think i like spent so long complaining i wanted to die. i don't like him i just want to get my own back on grottymotty. but shhhhh fuckthatt i am sad fml fml fML!
i could write my whole life on fml ad get 60,000000 'you totally desever it' hits and just cry into a large bucket of kfc.
seriously atm FML.
i want to cry. no money no-one to rely on. nothing i got nothing :'(
ARGHHHHHH .

Wednesday 30 September 2009

BABY ITS FACT... your a dick

SOOO. the lovely boy ain't so lovely.
and i can't even get revenge. because its all done.
his life is being shat on though too.
i don't even care that he did its that HE. as a person did.
it didn't work for me..
x
Don’t tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?
i don't know.. i lost my phone about 6weeks ago.

You kissed someone last night, didn’t you?
no

Do you find smoking unattractive?
no i find it sexyy

What’s upset you the most in the past week?
that i'm not ranked higher than a pikey. i mean a pikey can 'cheat on me' thats LOW.

Will you be in a relationship in two months?
i don't think so.

Where would you go on a road trip with your best friend?
trinidad and tobago

Have you consumed alcohol in the past 24 hours?
yes

Spell your name without an L ?
Aimee ------

What are you listening to right now?
watching tv. but was listening tooo.. beyonce and the temper trap. bang bang.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
week ago. :@

Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?
fuck yes.

Do you have unlimited texting?
no i got no phone bitch

Did any particular thing brighten up your day today?
yeah singing n-dubz with newbies, art, photography, the park... etc.

Does anyone hate you?
of course.

Do you like to text or call more?
text after working in a call centre in pains me to call

Do you have an older brother?
no :'(

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
fuck nooo

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
monroe baby.

What woke you up this morning?
my mum telling me to reset the freeview box in her room and my little sisters bastard friend phoning. then kezia :)

Are you excited about anything?
no nothing. except breaking somone in half.

Do you like your hair?
no i want it dyed

Does anyone have feelings for you?
yes unfortunately

Whats on your wrist right now?
scars

Single or taken?
neither. beyond single.

Last person u said i love u to?
erm kezia?

Piercings?
not really.

Want More?
yesss

First kiss?
... oh my?.

Do you get most of your traits from mum or dad?
neither. believe me..

Who is at your house?
mummmy lucie. daddy left us for another woman and had a secret love child. then had another. and mummys fiancee is in australia with our dog.. hes staying and mummies going to live with him so i will be all alone. oh thats also perminately etched into my sadistic mind.

What is your middle name?
simone anus


What are you doing tomorrow?
6th forrmmm

Is there one person you want to be with right now?
mhmmmm my american boy. <3

7th text received?
just fuck off yeah?

4th missed call?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who do you go to for advice the most?
jodie .. worrying.

Last text message was from?
FUCK YOU.

Were you single last summer?
yes and no

Did the last guy/girl you kissed have any tattoos?
no.. BASTARD i fucking hate him

Was your last relationship a mistake?
yes

Would you rather have long or short hair?
longggggg

Do you trust all of your friends?
ahhahah no

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
yes he better hes paying for what he did to ME

Plans for saturday?
not as yett.. photography me thinkss.

Have you ever dated anyone just for their looks?
yes!

Whats the worst way to die?
drowning.

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
LOUD.

Will this weekend be a good one?
better i deseerve it. with £270 to spend on drugggss and drinkkk.

Are any of your friends virgins?
of course.

Could things possibly get any better?
always

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
no and i've been waiting 16yrs

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
DON'T GET ME STARTED

Have you ever made out in a park?
yes....

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
very much so

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
no i have no phone you kyke.

Have you ever wished you couldve had someone but you messed that up?
of course..

Sunday 13 September 2009

IRISH

bitch don't screw with me. with your beautiful words.. x

Sunday 6 September 2009

SUMMER.

-trinidad
-devon
-swanage
-carnival
-jodies free house
shit man.. i can't think of anymore!
summers been fucking good.
but it could have been better i'm not going to lie.
but i completed alot. i like i like i like. :):):)(:):)
x

Saturday 5 September 2009

so.

School on Monday .. went to fasttt ..
I swear I was in Trinidad yesterday? My body clock is still set to Trinidadian time :D
Today i got 3 dresses..
+Tea dress - floral.. course!
+'Jailbait' body con (I stained one so bought it again)
+A tye dye-y purple dress also body con
= £56 :D
And i am getting this tomorrow.


FOR SCHOOL.
to put my cheap arse plastic pencil case.. which has hannah montana stickers on it (ratings)
and i need to get primarni pumps and DM's.
yes yes yes yes.
ohh man schhoooll? NO.
sweet sweet T&T oh howw i love this country! <3>

Wednesday 2 September 2009

life. today.

i realised yeah summer is over in a few days so.
i am.
+getting my eyebrows done.
+dying my hair
+maybe getting a fringe
+septum/monroe or lip?
YESSSS

buy new make up for my buttz face. yes?
okayy then.
i need new shoes so.. 3pairs? uh huh uh huh.
alsoooo

today was alright final destination, WAS SHITE. but good people
oj weirded, :/

ERMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

i dunno i ust dunno.
everythings alright atm but then again its me so whats going to bit me on the arse ehh?
scareded. x x x

Tuesday 1 September 2009

minnie mouse molesting.



"On June 7, 2009, a 60-year-old man from Cressona, Pennsylvania allegedly touched Minnie Mouse’s breasts while he was visiting the Magic Kingdom. He was convicted of misdemeanor battery on August 11, 2009."

not being funnyy.. its what i want.

SO much shit!

okay i need mummy to visit.
+ A.A
+TOPSHOP
+URBAN OUTTFITTERS
+UNIQLO
+DM SHOP
+H&M
+BOOTS
yes.. yes. :)
This is what i wanted 3months ago.


doc martins with ribbon laces
them office sandals
nike high tops
blazer
gold A.A chainss
big lady GaGa bowww
beyond retro tutu for future use course!
suspenderzz
fred perry shirt
BIG bag.
legalise gay tshirt
floral dresssss.


got one of them :) shitt. i want DM'S!
x

Monday 31 August 2009

You are the girl
that I've been dreaming of
ever since I was a little girl.

One!
I'm biting my tongue.
Two!He's kissin' on you.
Three!
Oh, why can't you see?
One! Two! Three! Four!
The word's on the streets and it's on the news:
I'm not gonna teach him how to dance with you.
He's got two left feet and he bites my moves.
I'm not gonna teach him how to
dance! dance! dance! dance!


can't sleep. its stuck on repeat in my memory box. :/

DANCE!DANCE!DANCE!

and ITS CARNIVAL!

life so far..

going back to school soon.
this has gone to quickly .. i feel and look the same BUHH
did lots a new things i am proud of yeah?
no regrets. NONE.
not even carnival :)
and found a kind a nice boy not sure yet though you knoww?
i love you aimee you stupid bitch..
gcse results hmmm?
yeah not too good was it?
like 4B's 3C's 2'D's and a E :)
proud? me?.... kinda... ???
:) FUCKKKIITTTT in the words of cee cee my qqueenn.
happy times. i'ma have a fag and go bed.
see this smile? :D ITS FUCKING STAYING BABY!!
x x x x

Sunday 23 August 2009

:)

summer's over soon.
done most things i wanted to do and a little more.
memories? .. not so much.
its gone to fast but i found someone special for now so i am reasonably happy.
summer.. yeah was alright youu know.
school in 2weeks. :'(
results. in 3days. i am getting shitfaced.
also i have learnt i can't live without my mummy.. 5days and i am sleep deprived, food deprived, messy the house stinks like fags.. had loads of people around and just caused a fuckload of mess.. *sigh*
i miss my mummy. 2yrs will be HARD.
oh and i broke the front door.. thats a few £1000 i can't pay back :/
x

Thursday 30 July 2009

i need to find myself a fashion icon.
jameela jamil is so tempting.

btw..
I AM CURSED
everything bad happens to me. i want to cry.
x

Thursday 23 July 2009

sadness

Man In The Mirror - Michael Jackson
makes me want to cry.. reminds me of good times..
and his voice is proper beautiful in it..
LY MJ.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGeZYednWtI

Wednesday 22 July 2009

i haven't been this down in a long while
everythings going wrong
i hate being sad i hate summer and i miss trinidad with all my heart
lifes just a bit shit atm
hopefully things are going to look up soon
well they will be .. for starters my new room is progressing a little
thank fuck

Tuesday 14 July 2009

I LOVE T&T WITH ALL MY FREAKING HEART.

i am lovesick.
everything hurts.. reminders of it.. songs, clothes, items, smells.
it makes me want to cryyy..

and strangely enough .. i am in love with Trinidad.
Everything about it.. EVERYTHING. i miss the people.. so much.
i love everything about Trinidad everything.
and i had the strangest crush whilst i was there.. which shall remain.. hush hush.
I <3 T&T and i want to go back now. :(

i never want to forget how i feel right noww.. i want this feeling to stay with me forever. and ever. so i never forget that i must. MUST. MUST! go backkk

START WORK TOMORROW.
and alsssooooo. also. i got bad news..
my mums moving to australia and i am going to stay here in london.. and then move in 2yrs.
i am well sad ..
REMINDER. set up a new debit account twwattfaccee.

Monday 22 June 2009

zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Can't sleep.
Feel sick.
Won't sleep.
Going dan's tomorrow for a bbq, then meeting the people then back to Jodies to crap ourselves til we leave the sanctity of England.. I-am-so-scared.
xYx

opps.

can i just add i am going to trinidad not tobago. tobago is where the airport is.. but we'll spend a few days there too :)
x

OMG.

OKAY.
tomorrow is my last day in london :)
as.. the next day i am leaving promptly at 5AM to get a flight to tobago!
with the lovely jodie and kezia
2 weeks.. and a ginger in the sun. :(
ANYWAY. i am saying goodbye for 2weeks now. AND if i actually.. don't come back alive which i admit i am scared about.. 3 dopey 16yr olds in the caribean ALONE.
we'll be fine.. (please god please god please god please god)
i love you mummy.
x x x

i just killed my husband..




i fucking want to wreck Paloma Faith & Lady GaGa
MAKING A GAGA BRA YEAH?!?!
SEXY. except. i prefer paloma with ginger hair. i love the gingers.x


Sunday 21 June 2009

*

<<<< I DID THAT. i am well proud i really am. Y
LEAPORD BABY!

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I AM SHOPPING. (i want..)
  • doc martins with ribbon laces
  • them office sandals
  • nike high tops
  • blazer
  • gold A.A chainss
  • big lady GaGa bowww
  • beyond retro tutu for future use course!
  • suspenderzz
  • fred perry shirt
  • BIG bag.
  • legalise gay tshirt
  • floral dresssss.

oh MY i want so much i give up.. i am selfish
oh well i have the money to be selfish. x x

Trinidad - 52hrs OHHHWOOWWW.

NO!z Tonight I AM OUT! x x x x x

LOSER.

I AM A LOSER.
I CAN'T SLEEP AT ALL.
DRINKING PEPSI ON A MONDAY MORNING.
ITS MY SUMMER! AND I AM BORED?
RIGHT NOW I SHOULD BE IN SOMEONES HOUSE.. OFF MY FACE
BUT NO. AT HOME.
BIG BROTHER LIVE. *BANG*

xox
i will miss you london
i need a prayer..

I Love Women's LEGS

I LVE HER LEGS..
ranting to jodie of my love of her legs.. don't know who she is but coorrr blimey.
DONE. xox


superdrug.

I was buying things for trinidad in superdrug and this woman was in the queue in front of us with her about 6year old son sitting on the floor with a transformer. The woman looked well posh and lovely and normal so i assumed she was a assss..
She finished paying and told her son that they were leaving he ignored her so she just goes "rupert! please?!" and he looks at her sighs and goes "fucksake.. " and walks out with her trailing behind him i was like ... OHHHH NOOOOO HE DIDDDDDN'''T
But. He did.
After that, i loved the kid and the woman for having such a strange realationship.

I HAVE NO BACKY. SO NO SMOKES. SO SAD ME.
x x x x

DITA-VON-TEESE

i love her
i love her
i LOVE her.
and she has a new man!! :O
i dunno.. Manson.. or Louis Marie de Castelbajac???

MANSON.
i'd do her.
x

Jimmy Choo for H&M










This might be exciting! Jimmy Choo will be the guest designer for H&M this autumn. Shoes, clothes and bags will be in 200 different H&M stores around the world. Look at the zebra printed heels, yum!

(Image from peppar.fi)
MY SUMMER LIST

+get a job
+get piercing either
-monroe
-septum
-lip
+go devon
+go trinidad
+meet new people
+see people i miss
+buy lots of clothes and shoes
+dye hair and go burlesqueeyy
+have a party at mine
+experiment

done one and going trinidad in 3days :)

new things to add
+do new things
+go to places i haven't been before/ in ages
+go to kent/wales & swanage



more to come.. i get mind blockk.
x

Tuesday 16 June 2009

OMG.

Things are fucking changing.
got a new room :)
moving in sooonnnn.
i am deciding on my new bed. AHH
BED?


OR?!


OR?!



i can't choosee. :)

I AM TOO EXCITED ABOUT SUCH A LITTLE THING..
off to look at wall paper.
ta-ra
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

Tuesday 9 June 2009

hmm

i want to learn to sing opera

Monday 8 June 2009

My Summer List

+get a job
+get piercing either
-monroe
-septum
-lip
+go devon
+go trinidad
+meet new people
+see people i miss
+buy lots of clothes and shoes
+dye hair and go burlesqueeyy
+have a party at mine
+experiment

i'll be adding :)
x

Sunday 7 June 2009

ich bin Stumpf ^-^


MY FIRST BLOG BABY!


I wanted to write a blog because fucking hell i have so much shit to think about i feel i should write about it and get it out of my head.
Especially since gcses started. i have failed them all i know it i don't mind though i don't think you need good grades to live. 10days left :) then prom which is going to be DRY and trinidad with my babies .. can't wait.

This blog is going to be based around my summer and my adventures of summer.. 3mmonths and i want to complete all sorts of things and keep adding to it everyday.
This summer is the beginning of the end of my childhood and i am very sad to see it go.. so i think i need to see it off well :)
Anyway this is my life. .. i like to collect shit off the road and do shit things and i look shit all the time and shits fun. Amen. x