HELPP.

okay alot has changed since 'life generally'
firstly
kieran's back and my mum's happy.
they are currently strippping my kitchen and replacing my shitty old kitchen with a beautiful smelling ikea woodworkk.
god bless.
my nan's well. school is still bad.

but biggoo problemmooo.
love.
i have the hardest decision to make i actually want to cry.
1. a forrbidden love with someone i feel so strongly about his texts reduce me to little squeals of excitement. may i point out FORRBIDDEN.
meaning i can never talk to my friends about our sordid little cliché's
2. a boy who loves everything about me.. every flaw every habit every bitchy remark. .. i don't know why he does but he does.
although.. i hate everything he does as a person. and my feelings are not as strong for him anymore..

but can i really abandon love for lust?
HELP ME MANN.
i want to cryy.. <3 xxxxx

I <3 DISNEY

pocahontas.
beauty and the beast.
mulan.
sleeping beauty.
snow white.

my fave disneys. <3
it's the songs now.
i am a camp man with my musical love. :) x x

life generally.

no job
failing school already
mum's sad again
dad's a cock
nan's ill
boy is annoying but lovely
i'm always tired
i have no money
i'm getting fat

but lifes good.. (lies)

SCHOOL.

IS BORING ...
if i get kicked out and dropped i'll be pissed and curse sigamund freud's name for all eternity.
yeah. x

.

bleurgh
school suckks.

WHYYY?

00:06Patrick
what
haha thats stupid
alright, i gota go
good talking to you
have a good day
or night
wut ever
i love you
x x x x x x
00:07Aimeé
its 1am :)
so both i guess
i miss you come 'home' to me soon. please?

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THE ONE CHANCE I GET TO TELL HIM I LOVE HIM AND HE SIGNS OFF.
oh my i love him and miss him and want him bareeee. xxxxxxxxxxx

OMG.

I CAN'T BELEIVE HES SO PETTY.
i have been deleted on facebook and msn by him.
but its cool.
because i found kci :)
i missed him mannn. x